Unbelievable but true: I am taking the flu. Apparently it's something that maybe I had happened just once in elementary school. I discovered that I do not know just feel sick. When I feel good spending hours in bed reading, watching movies, but I'm a bit 'fever is over: I get angry, become sour and bad, I can not stand up and, if you try to make me stay in bed is the risk of attacks anger.
But was not this I wanted to talk. This was only a brief introduction, an explanation for my disappearance in recent days.
I happen not to think, maybe even for a few months, for one thing, it can be an event, a person, in short, many things. Then when I least expect it, comes before my eyes, is like a shot in the stomach, a flash, the kind you see in the movies.
Here. Yesterday this happened. I have also written, to be honest, I was hoping for some small change, some hint but no. Maybe I am that I expect too much from people who pretend that things can not do, I see beyond their capacity. After a while, 'it hurts, or rather, I will rest bad. So enough, I try not to keep more than one word and wait ... I wait for nothing, of course, but look the same, because as it is exhausting, it's a good thing I can: turn over between the thoughts, assumptions and wait in silence and holding on to those songs that always make us feel much worse.
